When was the last time I cried my heart out (even though not so dramatic but with a heavy heart and tears brimming in my eyes) that I couldn't reach out to somebody... just like I had a bad day today.. If my memory serves right it was on a fateful third week of June '97, due to heartburn caused by LM in Salem. When I look myself from a neutral perspective, I am surprised to see myself reducing to a similiar caricature today even after a decade.. Where I am going wrong? Despite being very much balanced in the outlook and an ability to look things objectively, I find it funny to see myself crying at these kind of incidents. I certainly don't want to blame the person who made me cry because they are nice & what they are. But I want to blame my tendency to go overboard on the emotions and the levels of obsession I tend to get into when I start liking something / somebody? May be the current state of loneliness has a role to play, but like I used to say, this is the sentiment scene of my life drama... That's why I am recording it in my blog... ha! ha! ha! - {oshits} readers for this funny blog.
